Tuesday, August 21, 2012

   How's life? Well.. Not horrible. I'm just starting to go back out and hang out with people again. This last weekend, I'm not going to lie.. this weekend I felt the most socially awkward I've felt in a long time. I was not a fan of it ONE BIT. Friday was fun. I was super hyper. Why? I had a really strong energy drink. Saturday.. not so much. I had another energy drink, but it definately didn't work. We went to hang out at a couple of different places, but I definately wasn't feeling it. As much as I wanted to and I was excited to go out and all, something made me not very talkative. It may be because of seeing some people that I wasn't ready see.. or I was just having an off day. But hey, can you blame me? This week has been a lot easier than last week. That's for sure. I just try and stay as busy as I can and do my best to move on with my life. Things change! That's for sure. I like having the assurance that everything is going to work out a certain way. When I feel like something is set in stone.. and it doesn't work out.. let me tell you how much more of a insecure trainwreck I become! Ugh.. things make me sick. But what can you do? Times like these remind me of this song..





 Not trying to be super emo or depressing.. but you just never know what life is going to throw at you! You gotta be ready to do whatever you can to stay positive. There is so much out there.. and so many people out there that can make you happy.. if you let them. It can be hard to let go of things that happen and move on, but it's the only choice you have unless you want to spend the rest of your life in a dark and depressing pit of sadness. The other day when I was reading my scriptures.. I had been having a hard time and I always read my scriptures before I go to bed. I read a chapter every night. I was reading in Proverbs I believe. I just happened to came across this scripture:

   It just kind of opened my eyes to the fact that is ok to be sad sometimes. Life is going to be tough. Sometimes you just have to cry it out and let all the stress and emotions out or else you'll explode. I'm pretty famous for holding it in as long as possible, which usually doesn't end well.  But anyways, yeah.. it just helped me to realise that there is a time for everything. And it's ok to be sad when you need to be sad. Things will happen with time. You just have to be patient or else you'll drive yourself crazy and waste that time waiting being unhappy when you could have been happy. Sometimes you gotta fake it out.. pretend to be happy.. and then things will fall in your path and make you happy. Anyways.. enough of my preaching. I'm just taking every day as it comes and trying to stay positive! It gets easier every day!

 I recently finished up season 2 of Pretty Little Liars on netflix. Oh my lanta.. talk about intense! I love it. I wish netflix would come out with more Vampire Diaries episodes. I miss watching that show! Now, I have nothing to get addicted to on there. Any ideas?
   I've been trying to get my car ready to sell recently. And wow.. it has been a process. I have been taking it to Sun Devil Auto the past few days so they can look at it. They were working on getting the error lights in the dash to go off. These are just SOME of the lights that come on..

I ended up having to get a speed sensor thing replaced on one of my tires. So far, the mechanic bill is at $300..something. Hopefully it wont go up too much more. They are taking it into the dealership today to have them reset the computer. Hopefully that will help it calm down. Then I can sell it and get something better! I don't know what else is new.. so until next time..