Since I haven't been updating my blog for my whole life, i should probably fill people in on some things. I'm a girl who believes in many things. I've been through lots of crap from people.. and I'm actually thankful for it. It's made me who I am today. I wouldn't take any of it back. I've been used, lied to, pushed around, and so much more. Although, I'm so much stronger from all of it. It was hard at times (and will continue to be..) but I know that I made it to be who I am today because of good friends and mainly because of my savior Jesus Christ. Good friends have helped me to open my eyes and appreciate what I have, to be the person that I am today. I know everything happened for a reason even though I may never know why until a long time from now. Sometimes answers as to why things happen.. don't actually matter. To me, life isn't about knowing answers. It is about having beliefs and living by the things you believe in. Also, I've learned that being happy through anything and everything that happens is the key to having the life I want. I believe that every moment is precious and shouldn't be wasted being unhappy. I adore my friends so much for all they have done for me. Especially my friend Karlie Alyse Harrison. We have been best friends our whole lives and she helped me through some of the hardest times of my life and I honestly don't know if I would have made it without her. She's one of the most amazing girls I've ever known. She has stuck around and stayed my friend through times when I probably didn't deserve it. I hope I can be as amazing as her one day.
Looking back, I've realized that it isn't worth it to have an attitude toward something you don't agree with. Usually, people have their opinions and no matter what you say to them, it will always be the same. Nothing you say will change how they feel. The only thing that happens is you get worked up about something because you wish you could have that other person see what you see from your view and understand you. It's okay for people to not understand you. All that matters is what you think and if you have a belief toward something. If you let people tell you what to think all the time, you may never have a steady opinion about anything. It's good to have an open mind toward things, but sometimes only you will know if something is true to you or not.. whether it be a friendship.. religion.. or whatever. Having a belief in something means you stand for something and that you know what you want in life. Sometimes you don't know what you want until you have tried everything else. But as long as you learn from mistakes, that's all that matters.
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