Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Alright, just to reassure anyone who actually reads my blog.. my life is not as depressing as my last post sounds! haha definately wasn't having a good day though! I wont talk about it because that was a very angry post. haha and this one isn't going to be that way!
Recently, I finished up working at Matta's this last week. So now I'm working one full time job and have my nights off! It's so nice having time to do the things I need to do now! I actually get to ride my horse now! It's a nice thing! Also, I'm going to start doing more hair and nails for people... SO if you need anything, let me know! There are some toe nail examples! I'll add more if i get more soon! I can do prettymuch anything with hair. So yup, let me know!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Well, you really do learn new things every day! I'm not going to go into specifics.. but I'm sure if you are reading this.. you know who you are. I'm someone who doesn't fully open up to people very quickly. I've always known why.. but right when I decide to give someone the benefit of the doubt.. I get smacked in the face. It's definately going to be hard to let loose in the future. It doesn't seem like it'd be that hard.. but it's scary! You never really can be too sure about anyone. The question is.. when is it ok to fully trust someone? I thought I knew.. but nope!

Nobody is real anymore. I don't really understand why anyone would feel good about being fake. Are you really that afraid to be yourself that you have to pretend to be this selfish person who doesn't actually exist? Too ashamed of your real self? I don't get it. Just freaking be yourself.. no one else can. Bah.. people piss me off.

Anyone wanna be real with me out there? For those friends and family that I have that are real, thank you so much. There need to be more people like you out there. Either that or I just suck at finding real people. I don't know, whatever it is.. I need help with it.

My theory proves itself once again.
Mmk life.. lets step it up and be cool.. k thanks.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Ok, so maybe things do turn around! I finally got a car! It's the cutest thing ever! And it's pretty good on gas too! On the last tank, i got about 28 mpg. And that is with my teenage driving! It's a 2005 chevy aveo. Basically when i was looking for a car forever, I got to the point where I was not picky about what car i got at all. All I cared about was that i could get my saddle into it somehow. A while before that, I wanted a cute little girly car. And what do ya know? I got one! I always looked on craigslist for cars but never found anything good that i could afford. Then when I was "working" one day, I had already been looking at cars and even this type of car and hadn't found anything worth looking at. Then i just randomly decided to go look at aveos one more time. It was the first one on the list like it had just been posted. Since I was working at the time I found it so I texted my dad and told him that we better hurry and go check it out because it was a good deal. So, my dad did while i had to work and i ended up getting it! I only paid like $4500 for it. And it has low miles too. Ah I just love it! I'm very happy with it.. no problems yet. I got it like a month ago maybe. It's only like $40 to fill up the whole tank.. right now. So, ya I'm definately saving more money driving this than i was a truck.

Other than the car, I've just been working a lot. Hanging out a lot. Life's good. :)